I have never been so crazy in love before, got so many girlfriends long time ago. I don’t take women’s seriously, I learned from my friend’s experiences, getting too attached to someone is painful, you will never know when and where to end. I have seen my friends mourned and agony, they have been in a severe and long-term relationship, and in the group, I am the only one that doesn’t cry for women. I make fun of them since it’s funny how they act like a kid. I do not believe in love since my family has proven it. If there was love why my parents broke up, they are already married, and for a long time being together, they realize to divorce? I have a hard time to accept our situation. Every time I remember our family memories, the pain go back and wish that I could have amnesia and forget everything. Love only fool people; no one can stay and be faithful. Perhaps, couples are staying together, but you can’t say to me they are loyal. In their thoughts and hearts, they still like someone else other than their girlfriend or boyfriend.
I hate the idea of love, especially those long distance relationship, if people who are in the same place still broke up, how about the long distance? I am bitter since I know the upcoming. I hate to assume a love that you do not know if they come back or not. If they are faithful to us or not. It’s a headache, and love is shit. Many people have proved that long-distance works, and I didn’t believe that for a long time. All my life, I am more serious on my study than girls, to build my future is necessary than to build a relationship. My mom brought me to London to visit my grandfather for a week. So, in my one week of stay, I go around and relax. I got to see lots of people, and one girl has caught my attention. I love her skin and her curly hair. She is a black woman with a beautiful body. She has a dimple and in her cutest when she smiles. For the first time, I become brave at the same time to feel shy but still have to ask her name. She is approachable and her name is Karen. She worked as a Black escort at https://charlotteaction.org/black-escorts, and I admire her since she is also studying. We keep the communication and eventually have the relationship. We are long distance; it is hard since I miss her every single day. We promise each other that after graduation, we stay in the same place.